We can be sisters? y/n?

So...my dove's ^.^ Hows yhew be lovely people. We is so sowwie but the way sisters account is being cancelled atm D: i know -sad- but well SOMEONE -cough-tart-cough has been neglecting us here D: i we spam..no..no even worse! Deprive her of cookies! Oh thats horrible D: Iz ebil genius I is O:)

I turned to him. "I can't find her Ry..."I sobbed even more and lifted myself up from the ground. Shes nowhere! I can't find her. She's not in her room, my room, Melissa's room, Jess's room. She not downstairs.-"

He came over to me and wrapped his arms around me. I hugged him back tightly. I missed his comfort. i missed everything about him, the way he could make me clam down, the calming smell of his cologne.

"Are you sure you checked everywhere?" he asked.

"Yhea I'm sure Ryan why would I be spazzing like this if I knew where she was!?" I yelled at him. I sighed "I'm sorry Ry, I'm just scared. I don't know what to do. She's never done this before."

"It's okay" he said stroking my hair lightly."We'll go look for her. Is there anywhere else she would be?"

"No! she's only two. Where else would she go?"

"I-I just..." He was at a loss of words.

He ran his hand through his hair and sighed.

"Look, I'll drive around and you call whoever you know, kay."

"That would be pointless. How could a two year old sneak out of the house? She can't reach the door knob!"

"So she should still be in the house somewhere...but where."

I sobbed "She's not.... She's never done this before."

"Lets just check her room one more time, kay." He suggested.

I nodded and followed Ryan out the door to Angel's room.

"See I told you she's not here." I whispered. Tears were running down my cheeks. "Ry-" I cried.

He hugged me tight "Look we'll find her, don't cry" He whispered.

By now I was crying uncontrollably.

"That's my baby Ry." *Sob* "I can't loose her. She's my world" I said sobbing. "After you left I never thought I could survive raising a child by myself-" *Sob* "You were everything to me Ry....when you left I..."

But he cut me off by pressing his lips to mine and slowly kissed me. I wrapped my arms around his neck and he pulled me closer.
All of a sudden we heard something ruffle under in the room.

"Do you have...rats?" Ryan asked breaking the kiss.

"I don't know.." I wiped the stray tears off my face and smiled with hope. "Angel...?" I called out.

"Baby?" said softer.

Ryan kneeled down next to her bed that she never slept in and lifted the comforters off the ground and there she was... under her bed.

"Oh my Gawd! Angel!" I said happily.

Ryan picked her up and hugged her and swung her around, causing her to giggle. When he finally stopped swinging her around and grabbed her and planted little kisses all over her face and her rosy little cheeks and nose.
"Oh my gawd! baby are you okay!?" I crying in happiness. "Why were you hiding? you almost gave mommy a heart attack."

She frowned a little. "It's my faul-t daddy left and now you don' hava boyfren all a-cause of me and I makes yhew fat." she whispered.

"What!?" Ryan asked confused, just as I was.

"What are you talking about honey?" I asked her.

"Thats what yhew said mommy."

I was hit with realization that I should really watch what I say. I picked her up and brought her to the bed and sat her on my lap.

"Angel...mommy didn't mean that. Sweetie , I love you more than anything. I don't blame you for anything. Mommy was just a little stressed that day, and I said some crazy things. Baby I'm sorry." I gave her a tight hug in which she returned.

"It's okay mommy."

"I love you honey."

"I love you too mommy."

"Hey can I join in on the hugging?" Ryan asked.

I laughed a little "Get over here." I told him.

He made his way towards us and wrapped his arms around us. I have to admit it felt great to hug the two most important people in life at the same time. Ryan looked at me with a loving expression as we hugged our daughter. I can't explain how I felt.

"Alright guys lets go get some cake!" I said.

"And presents!" Angel said.

I laughed at how cute she is. "Yes and presents."

She jumped up in my arms again and hugged me "I love you mommy." she said

"And I love you Angel."

I looked at Ryan and smiled. I couldn't explain the happiness I felt at this moment.

"Alright ladies, shall we proceed?" Ryan asked.

"Yes!" Angel said.

"Great."

I was carrying my my baby down the stairs. I let her climb down while I made my way into the kitchen to get her cake. I pushed open the door and the next thing I know I'm looking Melissa straight in the face. I got so scared and yelled.

"Ahhhhhh!"

Melissa just looked at me weird and screamed back. "Ahhhhhhh! Why are we screaming!"

"Gawd yhews so wired"

"thanks yhew bee bee why." she said being dumb as always.

"I love you dummy." I told her and gave her a huge hug.

"Um are you okay?" she asked.

"Yhea" I said truthfully.

Just then the door bell rung. Then we hear Angel yell "Qwain!"

"No" I changed my answer.



Me: LAWL Y.....N

I turned to him. "I can't find her Ry..."I sobbed even more and lifted myself up from the ground. shes nowhere! I can't find her. She's not in her room, my room, Melissa's room, Jess's room. she not downstairs.-"
He came over to me and wrapped his arms around me. I hugged him back tightly. I missed his comfort. i missed everything about him, the way he could make me clam down, the calming smell of his cologne.
"Are you sure you checked everywhere?" he asked.
"Yhea I'm sure Ryan why would I be spazzing like this if I knew where she was!?" I yelled at him. I sighed "I'm sorry Ry, I'm just scared. I don't know what to do. She's never done this before."
"It's okay" he said stroking my hair lightly."We'll go look for her. Is there anywhere else she would be?"
"No! she's only two. Where else would she go?"
"I-I just..." He was at a loss of words.
He ran his hand through his hair and sighed.
"Look, I'll drive around and you call whoever you know, kay."
"That would be pointless. How could a two year old sneak out of the house? She can't reach the door knob!"
"So she should still be in the house somewhere...but where."
I sobbed "She's not.... She's never done this before."
"Lets just check her room one more time, kay." He suggested.
I nodded and followed Ryan out the door to Angel's room.
"See I told you she's not here." I whispered. Tears were running down my cheeks. "Ry-" I cried.
He hugged me tight "Look well find her, don't cry" He whispered.
By now I was crying uncontrollably.
"That's my baby Ry." *Sob* "I can't loose her. She's my world" I said sobbing. "After you left i never thought I could survive raising a child by myself-" *Sob* "You were everything to me Ry....when you left I..."
But he cut me off by pressing his lips to mine and slowly kissed me. I wrapped my arms around his neck and he pulled me closer.
All of a sudden we heard something ruffle under in the room.
"Do you have...rats?" Ryan asked.
"I don't know.." I wiped the stray tears off my face and smiled with hope. "Angel...?" I called out.
"baby?" said softer.
Ryan kneeled down next to her bed that she never slept in and lifted the comforters off the ground and there she was... under her bed.
"Oh my Gawd! Angel!" I said happily.Ryan picked her up and hugged her and swung her around, causing her to giggle. When he finally stopped swinging her around and grabbed her and planted little kisses all over her face and her rosy little cheeks and nose."Oh my gawd! baby are you okay!?" I crying in happiness. "Why were you hiding? you almost gave mommy a heart attack."
She frowned a little. "It's my faul-t daddy left and now you don' hava boyfren all a-cause of me and I makes yhew fat." she whispered.
"What!?" Ryan asked confused, just as I was.
"What are you talking about honey?" I asked her.
"Thats what yhew said mommy."
I was hit with realization that I should really watch what I say. I picked her up and brought her to the bed and sat her on my lap. "Angel...mommy didn't mean that. Sweetie , I love you more than anything. I don't blame you for anything. Mommy was just a little stressed that day, and I said some crazy things. Baby I'm sorry." I gave her a tight hug in which she returned.
"It's okay mommy."
"I love you honey."
"I love you too mommy."
"Hey can I join in on the hugging?" Ryan asked.
I laughed a little "Get over here." I told him.
He made his way towards us and wrapped his arms around us. I have to admit it felt great to hug the two most important people in life at the same time. Ryan looked at me with a loving expression as we hugged our daughter. I can't explain how I felt.

O: CLIFFHANGER jsyk
I didnt telz yhew teh rest cause i want to taunt yhew AAHAHAAHAHAHAHHAAHAHAHAHAH -cough- AHAHAHH-cough-caough -CHOKE- ha

Sry's fur teh long wait yhew guise but here yhews go bbys ^_^





-Purscila's POV-
I was so pissed. Then she looked over to me.
"Priscila?" Jamie asked as if she was was unsure.
I quickly put on a fake smile."Jamie?"
"Oh my gawd! It is you!" She then pulled my into an awkward hug. "It's so good to see you guys" she said with a smile.
"It's great to see you to!" replied Ryan as he slung his arm around her shoulders.
My heart sank when he did that, not to be dramatic or anything but right away those old feelings I had for him came back. I was probably red in the face because I was really mad...no upset is a better word.
BAH! forget it I was MAAAD but I wasnt gonna let them know. I mean Ryan and I are over...We're over.

"Hey! my shifts over, do you guys wanna go get a smoothie or something and catch up?" She asked.
I was gonna decline nicely, but then Ryan ran ahead of me in saying "Sure!"
I smiled lightly and nodded. I didnt want to be rude and plus Ryan was my ride. (Me: lol, so yhew RIDE RyRo?)

Jamie rung up our purchases and we headed out t the food court.
"Wow you guys sure did buy a load of stuff. Whose it all for?" Jamie asked.
There was a little silence between Ryan and me.
"It's for our daughter." I said proudly.
Jamie gave me a shocked expression. "Your daughter? like as in Ryan's to? You guys have a daughter together?"
I smiled and nodded.
"Wow thats great! I was hoping you two would patch things up. Did you get married?" she asked unsure.
Then the silence renewed itself. Ryan and I didnt even look at each other.
"We didnt nescisarly get married. We just ran into each other and few days ago..." I trailed off.
"...Oh."She said not really knowing what to say. "Well...you guys are okay with having a kid not- okay... I'm a little confused..." she said with her face turning a shade of red from embarrassment.
"Um I never really-"
But then Ryan's phone rang.
"Hello?"

Oh I could tell this was gonna be awkward...

-LATER AT HOME-
-Melissa's POV-
Brendon was sitting on the couch watching Pinky and the Brain with my head in his lap. He was playing with my hair while i read the latest issue of ROCK SOUND, when all of a sudden Priscila comes bursting through the door! We all just looked at her stomp her way up the stairs up to her room and slamed her door shut.
"Looks like she had fun." Brendon said
I just laughed at his stupidity. "Babe your so smart." i told him.
He smiled and leaned down to kiss me when the stomping came back down.
"I hate her!"
Brendon and I jumped up.
"What happened? Who?" i asked with a frown.
"We met Jamie at the mall." Priscila said with a frown.
"Jamie? Like Jamie Rodgers? The girl I socked in the face for doin' the nasty with Ryan behind your back."
She nodded."Yhea-"
"How?"
"We went to The Disney Store and there she was. She the manager there."
"Whoa since when? I always go in there for my spongey toys. I never saw her there before." I said with a frown.
Priscila just looked at me like a sad puppy. "I still love him...is that bad?"
I couldn't believe she just said that. I've never seen my sister like this before. It made me sad.
"No honey of corse not. What you and Ryan had was special." I got up and wrapped my arm around her and brought her to the couch to sit down. "How did Ry react to seeing her?" I asked.
"He hugged her and they talked most of the time. It was so embarrassing. She was like 'are you two married?' and I was like 'no' and ever since then she was all over Ryan. They were talking and laughing. Its obvious they still have something. Something more than what we had I mean he doesn't want me. Why would he? I mean I had a baby. I must look fat compared to Jamie. She's beautiful! I look like crap. I mean who would want me? Quinn hasn't called in like 2 days."

I got so sick of hearing her talk like that so I did the first thing that came to mind.

Slap!

"Shut up. Don't you dear say that about your self."
She brought her hand up to the spot on her face that I slapped her with a shocked expression.
"You are much more prettier that Jamie, and having a baby doesn't make you fat. Fat shouldn't even be a word. It's a word people use to bring others down. Your aren't ugly. Mothers aren't ugly. Are you gonna blame everything on having a child. Are you gonna blame everything on your child?"
" Oh gawd no! I'm not blaming this on Angel. No. You just don't understand how its like to have a kid without having its father there with you."
She started to cry."It's hard going through every night hearing her ask for her dad...I don't mean to get all emotional about this but..., but its just hard to see him. Every time I'm with him I just want to kiss him. I want everything back way it was before. I want us to be a family. Me him & Angel."

I rubbed her back while she cried. Brendon came over. He hugged her.
"Why don't we take you up to your room huh? Get some sleep. Your exhausted. Mel and i will set the place up tomorrow kay, you just rest up." he told her.
"No you guys don't have to do that." she said.
"We know but we will." I told her.
She smiled and Brendon picked her up bridal style and carried her to her room and I followed.

-THE NEXT DAY-
-Angel's Birthday Par-tay-
-Priscila's POV-
I opened my eyes to the sound of laughter downstairs. I popped my head up to look at the time. It was 12:00pm. I sighed and headed downstairs to see Melissa and Brendon on the floor making out with decorations all over the place. It kind of reminded me of Ryan and me. I put on a fake smile. "Hey! you guys...guys?" They were completely ignoring me. "GUYS! Is that the ice cream truck outside!?" As soon as i said that Melissa darted past me and headed outside leaving Brendon with a sad expression.
Melissa came back in with an even sadder expression. "There was no ice cream" She said sounding like a little two year old.
"Noooo but you can have some ice cream after we set up the decorations for Angel's party."
She frowned."bu-but."
"Come on babe" Brendon said grabbing her arm and dragging her to the box of decorations.
(Me: I wan owce cream)

-PARTY TIME-
-Priscila's POV-
We've finished setting up the decorations and it was almost time to party. All of the guests have arrived(all of the guys from PATD and their girlfriends) the only person missing was Ryan and his 'date'. I hope he coming. I was taking the cake out of the oven when I decided to get Angel downstairs. Just then Melissa walked in with Casey.
"Hey" Casey said."That looks like a delicious cake."
"It is. It's Angel's favorite. Chocolate cake with chocolate chips, I just need to add some chocolate frosting and I'm finished." I said with a smile.
Melissa headed to the fridge and took out a bottle of water then took a light sip of it."Ya know Angie's been kind of quiet the whole day." she said
"Ya you know your right." I said.
"Is there something wrong?" casey asked.
"I'm not sure. She hasn't been out of her room the whole day." Melissa said.
"My poor baby. I haven't paid one bit of attention to her the whole day. I've been so busy setting up her party. I forgot about the guest of honor." I said as I finished putting on the frosting."I'll be right back. I'm gonna go check on her." I told them.
They nodded in response and I headed upstair to Angel's room. As I entered the room I heard the faint noise of the door bell. I closed the door and looked around. Angel was nowhere to be found.
"Angel?"
Nothing...
"Angel!"
I walked out the room to check the bathroom. She wasn't in there. I checked Melissa's room, my room, Jessikahh's room. Nothing. i felt like I was gonna breakdown. She was no where downstairs. I checked her room again. She wasn't anywhere and began to cry. I went into my room and checked my bathroom. She wasn't there. I slid down against my wall crying. Where is she! Where's my baby? I couldn't stop crying. I just have to to calm down. Just calm down and think. Think where could she be? Just then someone walked in.
"Hey!" it was Ryan."Sorry I was late. I was wrapping up Angel's presents." He came in pulling a huge plastic bag filled with toys he bought yesterday. "Where's the birthday girl?" he walked in more and saw me on the floor.
I turned to him. "I can't find her Ry..."

-Tomorrow-

(Me: Hooray)

-Tis RyRo POV-

            I was sleeping when someone knocked on the door. I got up and in walked Katie (Me: bet ya forgot about her huh. Dumbos! Jk I luff yhew guise)

She just pranced in like nothing happened.

“Where were you the last two days?” I asked her.

“I was at my friends place. “She said blankly.

“Well why didn’t you tell me?”

“I did but you were too busy with your ex.”

“No you didn’t tell me shit (Me: oooohhooohhh MAD RyRo is MAD) -and whats that supposed to mean?”

“I think I DID and forget about it.” Was all she said.

“Whatever.” Then I laid down again trying to go back to sleep but I couldn’t. I had a strange feeling someone was staring at me. I opened my eyes to see Katie staring at me looking rather pissed off. ‘Oh gawd here it comes’ I thought.

“Ryyyyyyyaannnn!!! You act like you don’t care about meeeee.”

I couldn’t tell her the truth and said I don’t .

“I do. But you just piss me off a little”

 Okay so she pisses me off a lot.

“I’m sorry baby.” She said with a ugly pouty face and sat on the bed next to me. She gave me a kiss and asked” babe I was thinking you know since I forgot my purse at my friends house, which I’m so hating myself for right now,--

I gave her that annoyed look

--Can I borrow some money?? Baby pleaseeeee. I’ll pay you back”

I just wanted her to get put of my face so I handed her $200. She squeaked, and gave me a hug and ran out the door. ‘Thank gaawwwd’ I thought

I decided it was time to get up anyway and go meet Priscila up at the house later

 

-During the course of the next 4hours-

(Me: drama Queen)

RyRo has:

-Showered

-brushed his teeth

-ruffled his hair

-dressed himself (I’m not explaining that)

AND NAO RYRO IS RED-AY

 

 

 

-Melissa’s POV-

*Door Bell Rings*

“Who the fuck rings the door bell at-- *looks at clock on bed side* 5:30p.m??” I say angrily.

*groans*

The door bell rings again making Brendon wake up “BBaabbeee’ he whines.

“Whaaaa?” I ask

“Go get it”

“No”

Next thing I know he slaps my ass really hard. “OWwww! Brendon! That hurt.”

“Go get it.”

I got out of bed, rather pissed might I add, and looked at Brendon. “Why are you naked?”

He then tried to cover himself.

“Brendon??” asked a curiously.

“No don’t talk to me I’m mad at you.”

“Why?” I asked as I changed into some long pants.

“Because teased me last night. Then you passed out “he said putting his face down on his pillow.

I laughed and headed out the door to answer the front door. I walked down stairs and just when I got to the last step the ringing was continuous.

“OKAY OKAY IM commingggggg!”

I opened it to see Priscila in her bartender uniform [Me: H(  .  )V(  .  )TERS]

“What took you so long to answer the door?!”

“Well sooowwieee I was sleeping.”

“What ev. Now I have to get ready before Ryan gets here.”

“Ryan?” I asked

“Yhea I invited him to come along with me to the mall to buy Angles some presents.”

“Oh okieee-“I said happily

Just then the door bell rang again.

“Shit he’s here already” she said running up the stairs to get ready.

I opened the door to see Ryan with a very happy expression.

“Hai Thur” I said

“Hey! Is Priscila ready?”

“Not really, she’s getting ready right now. She came home kind of late.

We made our way to the living room and we sat down on the couch. There was an awkward silence. That’s when I had a brilliant idea to keep Ryan entertained while I could go back upstairs and sleep. “ANGELLLLLL!!!!!”

“Yheeeeah!” Angel yelled from upstairs.

“Daddy’s here!”

“Daddy!!!” she yelled happily then we heard her yell help for someone to get her out of her crib so she can see her dad.

“Halp! Summon halp me get out!”

Ryan and I laughed “I’ll go get her for ya  kay” I told him.

“Alright see ya” he said smiling widely.

 

 

 

-RyRo’s POV again-

*pitter patter*

*pitter patter*

“Daddy!!!” I saw Angel running towards me. I was so happy to see her.

“Hey kiddo!” I said happily as a opened up my arms to hug her.

 

 

 

-PurrrrrrrrrrRRRRRrrrrRrRrRRRrrrrrr *breath* RRRRRrrrrrrrrrr SCILA’s POV-

Shit he’s here!

I made it up to my room before he could see me in my uniform. Now what should I wear??

*5mins later*

There’s nothing to wear! I wanna look hott but not too hott I mean…gawd I don’t know what I mean. This is gonna be so awkward just…just going out with Ryan. Well we’re not going out like on a date. We’re just going shopping…

Just then Melissa walked in looking really tired. “Can I sleep in here?” she asked.

“Yhea  sure. Why aren’t you sleeping in your room with Brendon?” I asked

“He said he’s mad at me for teasing him this morning before we went to sleep.”

“Lawl (ME: we actually say lawl) what I dork”

“Yheaa but he’s may dork.”

She made her way to my bed but when she sat on it she jumped up and screamed.

“AHH!”She lifted up the blanket to see and now waken Jessikahh. I could only laugh at her messy hair and little drool stain on her pouting mouth.

“Babe” she whined “Wai yhew sittin on me fo???”

“W(h)ell I didn’t know yhew was under there!”

“Would you two shut up and help me pick out an outfit!” I asked them.

“Okieee but we don’t come cheap.” Melissa said

“Fine I’ll make you pancakes for dinner. Just help meee…” I stopped mid sentence to ask “… Wait. Muffin? –“

“Hmmmm?” Melissa said

“Why’d you leave Ryan down there by himself?” I asked her

“I didn’t I got Angel to keep him company.” She said with a smile.

“That kid owes me 50 cents” Jessikahh said randomly.

Melissa and I just looked at her with a ‘what?’ expression.

“Whatever! Just help me.”

* a few minuets later*

After we found the perfect outfit I headed out the door and left the two girls to sleep, finally. I walked downstairs to see Ryan on the floor with his legs wide opened and playing with legos while Angel was trying to braid his hair. I just laughed at this.

“I’m I interrupting something??” I asked

Ryan suddenly shot up and brushed himself off and put on his hat.

”Hayyy. Yhew gon mess up yo hair Daddy” Angel pouted.

“Oh I’m sorry sweetie.” He said lifting her off the ground and giving her a kiss on the nose. It was so cute. Then he looked at me and asked “Ready to go?”

Angel got excited. “Where are we goin mama?!” she asked

“Uhhh… well daddy and I are going to store to do. Ummm…”

“Laundry…”Ryan said for me.

“Oh…wat’r those?” she asked

“Ummm big people stuff.” He told her

“So I can’t come?” she asked with a sad face.

“Noooo… I’m sorry kiddo.” He said with a frown. “But I promise you that on Tuesday I’ll take you to the fair at the park.” He said with a big smile then looked at me and said “and mommy can come to.”

I couldn’t help but smile. But then I quickly stopped. I couldn’t let him know I still liked him.

Angel smiled so wide. Almost as big as Melissa when we go to the candy store. ”Yea! Mama will go! I go tew!”

Ryan laughed and gave her a big hug and a kiss on the cheek “Great!”

 

 

-AT THE MALL-

We walked in the mall with an awkward surrounding. I couldn’t help but remember when Ryan and I were 14 and we were at this same mall with all of our friends…Those were good times. I smiled and said”Lets go to the Disney store.” (Me: btw the Disney store is ver. Expensive *nods* yheeaaa I tried to buy a crayon there and they charged me a whole dollar )

“This place has a Disney store now?”

I gave a little laugh”Yhea. It’s changed a lot since you guys left.”

I led him to the Disney store and as we went in the cashier kept staring at us. She looked oddly familiar. I didn’t care so I looked away. I looked at Ryan who was at the toy section. He was picking out everything. So I walked over.

“What’r  you doing?”

“I’m buying Angel presents.”

“ Ummm… it looks like your buying the whole store.” I said with a little laugh.

He laughed to”Whaaat… is it a crime to buy my daughter toys?”

I giggled as I watched him struggle to balance the Minnie Mouse kitchen set and the Goofy shovel kit.. ”Nooo but Im sure one toy would be fine. This is very expensive stuff you know.”

“I know and I’ve got $850 dollars to spend.” He said with a smile. “So pick up whatever you want and I’ll pay.”

I looked at him shocked. ”N-No I couldn’t do that Ry-“

“Why not? Come on I wanna pay for it. You save your money for something else.”

He then made his way to the clothes section. I followed behind. “I’m capable of paying for this stuff to you know.”

“I know but…I just met our daughter. I wanna give her everything she wants or needs and more. And I want you to know that I care about her… and you.”

Then he looked me in the eyes and I couldn’t help but smile. This time I couldn’t stop smiling but all that changed when there was a tap on Ryan’s shoulder causing him to look behind him. I looked behind him to see the girl at the cashier.

“Oh my gawd ryan! I knew it was you!” she said happily hugging him… and to my surprise he hugged back.

“Wow Jamie! I can’t believe it’s you!”

Jamie? As in Jamie the girl who I thought Ryan was cheating on me with for a second time before he left. I was so pissed…

 

 

 

Muffin: DUNN DUNN DUNNNNNNNN AAHHHHHHHHHH mad! TART IS mad!

Melissa POV

I opened the door to see Ryan...
"Ummm hi?" I asked him
"Hey. Is Priscila home?" he asked
"Ummm if I tell you where she is what do I get?" I said
"I buy you a pack of oreos" he said seriously
"OKIEEEEEEY! shes puttin Angle to bed, its the third door on the right!" I said happily.

Ryan's POV

"Ummm if I tell you where she is what do I get?" she said
"I buy you a pack of oreos" I said trying to get hr off my back (me: meanie!)
"OKIEEEEEEY! shes puttin Angle to bed, its the third door on the right!" she said happily.

I walked passed her and made my upstairs ignoring the stares from Brendon and Jessikah<3. I walked up to the third door on the right like Melissa said and it was ajar. (Me: ajar mens slightly opened. jsyk) I listened for a bit to be sure that Priscila was in there. I heard her sing softly to Angle. I'm not sure what she was singing, but it was beautiful.(Me: GAY i tell yhew GAY) I just pushed the door open silently to see Priscila in a rocking chair rocking our daughter to sleep. It made me feel sad and hurt because it made me realize that i've missed out on a lot. I really wished that she would've told me about Angle. I don't even know Angle at all, but that isn't stopping me from loving her. She's my daughter and I don't even know her. I have to fix this. I miss Priscila, and we have a daughter now. I have to make this work. I can't watch Her be with some one else or watch Angle have a stepfather. I'm her father and I want to take part in raising her!
She still hadn't notice I was in the room watching her... watching them. Angle yawned and stirred a little then she opened her eyes and looked up at me. as she did Priscila looked up at me to. I couldn't help but smile at them. Angle smiled back and said "Daddy?" While Priscila just stared blankly at me.

"Hey kido" I said in a bit of a whisper.
She reached her arms up towards me. I smiled and walked over to her. I looked at Priscila questionably, as if I was asking her if I could put angle to bed just by eye contact. As if she could read my thoughts she gave me a weak smile and nodded. I smiled back at her happily and picked up Angles small sleepy body in my arms and gave her a kiss on the cheek and on the forehead. I kills me knowing that I've missed out on her whole life, but I wasn't gonna let that continue. From now on I'm gonna be a part of my daughter's life now and forever.


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PURRRRscila's POV

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(Me: smexy p3dO)

It made me happy/regretful to watch Ryan give Angle a good night kiss, or should I say Good MORNING kiss considering the fact that its almost 4:30a.m. It made me happy because I was watching the one guy I truly loved, the father of my child, with our daughter for the first time together. If me and Ryan were still together this would definitely be a family moment. But we aren't, thats why I feel regretful. I watched as Angle fell asleep in his arms and he put her in her crib quietly so she wouldn't wake up. I never knew how great he was with kids. I don't now why he never wanted kids.

"Listen, we need to talk." he whispered trying not to wake Angle.
"Yhea we do. Come on Lets go into my room."
He nodded and followed me.We walked in and I locked the door so no one would hear our conversation.
"Listen at The Lounge, when I kissed you-"
I knew what he was gonna say. That he regretted it. "No need to explain, I know it was a mistake. You were a little drunk, I understand." I cut him off.
He just stood there quietly. He had a sad/ defeated look on his face. Then he got a mad expression on his face.

"Why didn't you tell me you were pregnant?" He asked frustrated.
"Ry, I...I couldn't. " I told him truthfully.
"What'd you mean you couldn't!? You were pregnant before I left, you could've told me then instead of pushing me away(Me: I love that song) AND not to mention the fact that Melissa and Brendon have been talking on the phone every night since we left. You could have asked Melissa to ask Brendon to get me on the phone. I would've-"
"I JUST COULDN'T!"
"Why the fuck not!"
"Because"
"Why?"
I didn't say anything.
"Tell me! what, were you afraid?It's not like I was gonna gut you or anything. "
"I didn't want to disappoint you."
"What do you mean?"
"Come on, you would've broken up with me after I would've told you I was having a baby."
"Pshhh. Shows how much you know me! I would've-"
"Stop.-"
I didn't even get to say what I had to because he cut me off. "- Just tell me why you didn't tell me." he said more calmer.
I felt like I was gonna cry in front of him, but I won't. I won't cry. I sat down on the bed and looked down at my hands. "You never wanted kids." was all I said.
"What?" he asked stupidly.
"You always said you never wanted kids." I told him again.
"That-That was a long time ago."
" Oh really? I said sadly "because when I was going to tell you, you said you didn't want kids."
"When did I say that?"
" I asked you what you thought about kids and you said you didn't want any-"
"Yhea well at the time i didn't want any kids. I was only 18."
"Yhea, but it hurt to know that you might have rejected our baby."
"but I wouldn't have if you would've just told me that you were pregnant..."
I couldn't take it anymore. I hate having serious conversations. He looked so sad.
"...now I've missed out on 2 years of her life."
Okey now I really feel bad. "But you were with Jamie-" I said
"What. you seriously thought I was with Jamie? I wasn't. She was just helping me with stuff."
What stuff? I thought curiously."Whatever it dosen't matter anymore ." I told him truthfully only I was lying (Me: if that makes sense) it did matter.

-RYRO POV-

"Whatever it dosen't matter anymore ." she said
It hurt my feelings so much when she sad that. It was like she was saying we didnt matter. but I want her back, shes the only girl (Me: heh. yhew know that was a typo a-cause tart's a boy of corse) that I ever got along with. Shes (he's) my best friend no matter what happened in the past, I'm in love with her. I didn't want to continue this conversation.I felt nervous and afraid that I might have slippd up and told her I still love her and she might reject me. "We're okay though, right? I-I mean we're still friends? you dont hate me do you?" i asked.
" Of corse I don't hate you Ry-" she looked at the clock with wide eyes and turned back to me"Ry I'm sorry but can we pick this up tomorrow I have to get some sleep because I have to go to work in 6hours." she said
I laughed a little and said" your still staying up later than you should huh."
she giggled"Well, some things never change."

We said our goodbyes and I was headed out the door when she called out to me.
"Ryan!" she yelled
I turned back around quickly "Yhea?"
"I was just wondering, um, ya see tomorrow I was thinking of going to the mall to buy Angle some birthday presents, do you want to come?" she asked shyly like a little school girl.
I smiled widely and said "Yhea, yhea I'd love to....wait whens her birthday?" I asked happily.
She gave me a little smile and said"monday. We're having a little party for her... She'd like it if you would be there."
"I wouldn't miss it for the world." I told her.
I can't wait for Monday.


'I Know its Mad but if I go to Hell Will You Come With Me or Just Leave?' Don't be mean, come with me

Everyone was having fun, getting along and then the boys bought us alcohol...lets just say things got a wee bit out of hand. We had a few drinks and 'The Lounge' (the place we're at) started playing better music and more people came and was kinda like a bar almost. Everyone was drinking and having fun. I was dancing with Haley, Melissa and Cassie were in the corner talking and sipping there wine in our booth.
"Heh, they're such wussys." I said drunkenly to Cassie.
She laughed"I know Right! they just wannas drink the dinky wiMe, dude va-ka is so much better, heh" she said back drunker.
"That's what I say. Oh well we has to has two goody-two-shoes with us" I said dumbly.
Then out of no where Ryan and Spencer head to the dance floor. Spencer walked up behind Haley and hugged her and asked if he could interrupt. I let him take her away and Ryan started dancing with me. Okay I admit we grinded a little but not like over exaggeratedly, just a little. I was so drunk I was capable of doing anything. I could've told him right then and there how much pain he put you through and how much I hated him for dong what he did, all those sleepless nights wondering if he still loved me, if he would ever come back. He held on to me and was just as drunk. He smiled at me. God how I missed that smile. I missed him so much,i wanted to cry. I wanted to hug him, kick him,kiss him, and yell at him all at the same time. But most of all I wanted him back...
"Hey, you've gotten better at this dancing thing"He said with a smile.
"I could say the same about you."
He leaned in closer as if he was about to kiss me. I could smell the beer on his breath but then he stopped and looked at me seriously."Why didn't you tell me about Angel?"
I didn't now what to tell him, I decided to tell him the truth."I was afraid." was all I said.
He leaned in more and kissed me deeply...


"Aren't they crazy." I told Cassie nodding my head towards  Priscila and Haley who were dancing like drunken maniacs.
Cassie just laughed and said "Thats what they get for drink two bottles of vodka." she laughed again.
"So how are things with Jon?" I asked her still watching Priscila and Haley on the dance floor.
"OH! I'm so happy hes back from tour I missed him like hell." she said smiling widely toward Jon who was talking to Quinn at the bar area.
"Aww, I'm happy they're back to." I said truthfully.
"Yhea so happy! you and BrennyBoy Got! It! On! finally !" she laughing maniacally .
"Shut up! you meanie" I said blushing.
Then as I glanced at the dance floor I saw Priscila and Ryan KISSING! whaaaaaaaaa?
"What wrong?"Cassie asked looking at my happy but shocked face. Then she looked toward where I was staring and saw what I was seeing.
"Whaaaaaa!" she said
"I Know Right. Wait, wheres Brendon?" I asked
" I unno" Cassie said
Then out of no where Brendon came out of no where wearing nothing but grass skirt! I spit out my wine and looked at my boyfriend, the man i love, making a fool out of himself. Although he did look rather cute in that grass skirt. Oh my gosh what the hell am i saying?! I grabbed a bottle of vodka, pooped the cap off and started downing it as i watched Brendon dancing in his grass skirt like a drunken hoola-girl to Cobra Starship's Guily Pleasure song.


We broke the kiss and just stared at each other lovingly. I loved the feeling of his lips on mine.
(Me: -cringe-)
We danced for a while when he suddenly said"I love you"
I didn't know what to say. I wanted to scream out 'I LOVE YOU TOO' and have my way with him but i just couldn't forgive him. I don't know why. I felt like crying mostly. So I did. I let silent tears (Me: >.< remind you of someone?) fall down my cheeks. He looked a me and was about to ask why I was crying, but I just walked away...


... I ran outside


I saw Priscila rush by me and out the door. I got up and feel back down. Gawddamn vodka works fast dunt it. I tried again and got up successfully and made my way outside holding on to any and everything i could find to help support me. I had to see whats wrong with her. I was doing great until I bumped into someone.
"Oww" I said. I looked up to see Brendon rubbing his head. The alcohols must've worn out because he was wearing his regular clothes again. They weren't in the best shape, wrinkled a bit, but he sure wasn't wearing the grass skirt.
"Baby I got a boo boo and my head hurts" he said with a little frown.
"Aww I'll fix it later." I told him giving him a sloppy kiss on the cheek and gave him a hug"but now I have to talk to Purrrscila, she ran outta here upset. He nodded and let me be on my way.
I finally made it outside to see Priscila sitting on the side walk with hr knees to her chest and her hands covering her face. I walked up to her, wrapped my arms around her and asked "What wrong tarty baby?" i asked in a baby voice.
She cryed a little more before telling me " he told me he loved me...I couldn't say it back. I was just getting over him and now he comes back and probably expects everything to be fine again. I can't get over what he did."
"But, you never know... maybe he wasn't cheating on you again. MAYbe this is all just a misunderstooding." I told her drunkenly not make sense.
"I wish" she said
I comforted her for a few minuets, until Brendon came back with Quinn and said they wanted to leave.


We walked to the car and Quinn came up to me and asked" hey, you okay?"
"Huh? umm not really. I'm just not feeling well is all." I lied
"Aww" he said wrapping his arm around me and I rested my head on his shoulder. I felt so bad because I felt like I was using Quinn to get over Ryan when in reality i could never forget Ryan. No matter how hard i tried I just couldn't. Well we got home and said goodbye to Quinn. I opened the door and we saw Jessikahh  and Angel watching TV. I didn't bother asking why she kept Angel up so late. I just walked up stairs to my room for the rest of the night.


Brendon helped me inside,on a count of the fact that i was a little drunk. Brendon closed the door and carried me over to the couch and i plopped down next to Angel and Jessikah.
"Hey sugar lips, how was your night?" Jessikah asked
"I has so much funs" I said drunkly
"Oh really? Hey babe, is yhew drunk?"
"HM? MMHHMMM" i said
"Hey wanna go in my room and eat some cookies!?"
"OH BOY OH BOY OH BOY OH BOY i sure would love that!" I said excitedly.
"OKIE LET US GO NAO!" she said
"HAY!" Angel yelled at us as we made our way to th stairs. We turned around and she pointed her little finger to us and said"Yhew sit yur boot down here ri nao!"
Me and Jessikah frowned and made our way back to the couch and continued watching the tellytubbies (sp)
-26mins later-
"PO ES THE BEST!" I yelled
"NO LALA" Jesikahh fought back
"TINKY WINKY!" Angel  yelled back
"LALA!"
"PO!"
"TINKY. WINKY!!!!!"
Brendon just watched us laughing
"PO!"
"TINKY. WINKY!!"
"LALA!"
Then we heard a faint "shut up!" come from upstairs. We looked up the steps to see a tired Priscila in footy pajamas and her hair in a huge ball of fuzz.
"What the hell are you yoou guys yelling about?" she asked walking down the stairs looking really sad.
"They don't think Po is the best tellytubbie!" i told her
"Tellytubbies suck" she said
Both Angel Jessikah and I looked at her in shock.
"What'r yhew an alien!?"Jessikahh asked seriously"Tellytubbies are awesome!"
"Yhea!"Angle added
She came over to Angel who yawned and reached her little arms up and picked her up and rocked her to sleep as  the door bell rung. I went to go answer it as Priscila made her way upstairs with Angel in her arms.
"Who would be coming here at 4am?" Brendon asked confused as we all were.
I opened the door to see Ryan...

(ME:(ryan) dunn(ryan) dunn(ryan) dunn (ryan)dunn
 

NOTE TO PED0: OHHHHH PeD0 JESSIKAHH I put yhew in this stowy a-cause i-i lyke yhew >.<




*Door opens.*
*Door closes.*
*The sound of little feet in a rush* 'pitter pattr pitter patter'
*Someone sits on the bed*
"MOMMMMYYYY!"
I don't say or do anything because I want her to think I'm asleep.
"Mommy?" she asks shaking me
*sob* "Mommy?" *cry*
I shot up to see Angel fake crying and JESSIKAHH! (me: EeEEHEHEH Oh hai tur sexy PeD0) standing over Angel laughing. I got and jumped on her.
"Z-OH MY  GAWD! I cunt believe tis yhew!" I said hugging her.
"HAY hay hay, get yo stank paws off mah bab!" I looked at the door way to Melissa standing there with (fake) jealousy and her hands on her hips.
"Did you know she was gonna be here today?!"I said happily
"Well you said yourself that Angel had some old toys she wasn't playing with anymore, so who better to call than our little pedo down the block."She said a little more seriously
"I dooo love toyss" Jessikah said
"Yhea um dude get ready for tonight kay, we're leaving in 3 hours."Melissa said with a smile
"O(k)ay"I told her.
"Yes and I will watch yhew get nakid!, uhh ummm I -I mean I'll help you pick out a outfit. But first we i-i- mean YOU has to get in the shower" Jessikahh said with shifty eyes
(me: EEEEEEEEhehehehehehehehehee -LICK!- I'm not Okay I PROMISE)
After I got out of the shower Jessikahh proceeded to flirt I-iI mean help me pick out an outfit for tonight. "I lyke thEs one!" she said laying out a bra and thong on the bed.
"Umm bab what are I go wear on top of it?"
"whats the fun if you wear something over it?" she asked still in her pedo-ish way. "Okie here how about this dress? Hmmmm? It's not too over the top, but casual."
I looked at what Jessikahh had held out and it was the black short corset top dress I completely forgot I had."Oh my gosh! Where did you find it?" I started to laugh a little (me: phycooo)
"What's so funny?" Jessikah asked
"I haven't worn this since before Angel was born. Last time I saw this was when Ryan took me out to dinner and gave me the ring.'I said more to myself.
"He gave you a ring! as in he like...proposed to you?!"she asked
"No"*giggle*"A promise ring..."
"Oh...GOOD cause he wunt gon take mah baby away from me pshhhh" she said trying to cheer me up.
"Pshh but that was a long time ago"I said waking over to do my make-up"Plus I'm over him." I said seriously.
"Wow really?"
I didn't say anything letting her know I was indeed seWOW! you say WOW a lot) how the sudden change of heart?" she asked
"I-I kinda met someone else..." I said looking at her through the mirror I was sitting in front of applying my make-up.
"Really whats his name?!"she asked excited
"Quinn and hes really sweet, isnt he Angie?" I asked Angel sitting on the floor playing with her little drum set.
She smiled and said"Qwain"
Me and Jessikahh laughed.
There was a knock at the door and Melissa just walked in"HAY I could've been naked you know"I told her
"Sooo theres nothing you have that I don't have or haven't seen"she said with a pedo wink. I cringed to be honest. (me: >.<)
"ANYWAY"she said a little bit more seriously"Do you know some guy named Quinn?" she asked"Because he's waiting downstairs an-"
"QWAIN!" Angel yelled and ran downstairs. 'Pitter patter'
"Oh I see you found a little play date for Angel"Melissa with a weird face"You didn't have to get anyone to babysit, thats why Jessikahh is here." she said
"I know Quinn is my date tonight. Rememberrr you said I could bring a friend."
"Yhea but I thought that. You. But.A Gir-. I'll be right back. hurry up kay, we're about to leave." she said in a hurry to leave he room.
"Whoa what was that all about." Jessikahh asked.
"I don't know-"
So we headed downstairs to see Angel sitting on Quinn's lap and Quinn and Brendon playing with her.
"Looks like you two are getting along."I said to them
"Hey!"Quinn said waking over to me handing me a flower (me: you pick what kind)I smiled and gave him a kiss on the cheek.
"Thanks."
I looked behind Quinn to see Brendon waking over to us and brushed his hand through Quinn's hair and said "Where have you been hiding this hott piece of man." jokingly.
"Quinn just laughed. "Yhea, how come you didn't tell me your sisters boyfriend was Brendon from Panic At The Disco? I haven't seen these guys in ever." Quinn said with his arm around Brendon's neck.
"Tour? You guys  were on tour together?" I asked
"Yhea Quinns the guitarist for 'The Used'. Didn't you know that?" Brendon asked.
"Well you said you were in a band but I-I didn't know that you guys were famous," I said to Quinn." WAIT! The Used?" I asked
"Yhea, MAYBE you've heard of us?" Quinn asked me with a wink.
I felt so stupid."Oh my gosh, well, yhea of course I've heard of you guy-s, but "I giggled "I can't believe I didn't realize-"
I was cut off by Melissa"Alright guys lets go" she said
"Yhea umm lets go" you said to Quinn. He just smiled at me the whole time. I love his smile.  I said goodnight to Angel and got slapped on the ass by Jessikahh and boy did it hurt (me: EEEhehheheh! PED0) As we headed out to the car Quinn held my hand and opened the door for me. The ride was nice. Quinn and I talked and I have to admit I think I really like him. As we arrived to 'The Lounge' (me: Thats he name of the place) Melissa and Brendon went up to the check in desk and asked for the Smith booth(Spencer's table duh!) As we got to the booth I saw everyone Spencer and Cassie, Jon and Haley, and to my disgust Ryan and Katie and they were kissing. I felt like I wanted to scream. But just then Ryan jumped up and he was coming over to but instead of walking over to me he went right over to-to Quinn? and hugged him. I was in a way relieved and pissed. NO ONE told me he was going to be here. So I walked over to Melissa and grabbed her by her hair.

I was hugging Cassie when I was grabbed by the hair and pulled outside to the balcony.
"EEEEppp! ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow"
"WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL ME RYAN AND HIS TRAMP WAS GONNA BE HERE!?" Priscila yelled and me
"Uhhh remember you love me, and I didn't know he was gonna bring whatherface kay. Brendon and i thought that, ya know if we brought you along and Ryan BY HIMSELF that maybe you guys could be friends again  because you two have a daughter together."
"Friends my ass-"
"You have a cute ass."I told her trying to make her laugh a little
"This isn't the time to be making jokes here! Why did you lie to me Melissa?" she said a little more calmer.
"You-You never call me Melissa."I said frowning."I-i am Muffin"
"SERIOUSLY! Why did you do this to me?"
"Dude I was just trying to help you a little. I didn't know he was bringing her. Brendon told him to leave her home and when you asked to bring a friend I thought you meant like a girly friend-"
"Why the hell would I bring a girl?"
"I don't kn-"
"What do you think I'm gay? I'm not I mean I'm not homophobic but i-I'm not gay."
"No dude I know but-Lets just try to have fun okay."I told her nicely "We'll be lucky if a fight doesn't break out" I mumbled under my breath.


As we got back to the booth I saw everyone talking and Katie attached to Ryan's arm, but he looked annoyed. I took a deep breath and sat next to Quinn. He put his arm around me and and I rested my head on his shoulder.
"So you two are together now?" Jon asked
"Umm" I looked at Quinn
"We are if she wants to be" Quinn said
I just smiled and kissed him
Jon nodded and went back to talking to Cassie. When Jon turned around Ryan came into my view. He must of heard our conversation with Jon because he was starring right at me and Quinn. Quinn then put his arm around my waist andpulled me closer and gave me a kiss on the cheek. It made me blush. Quinn made me feel happy and he made me forget about Ryan, but with Ryan being here, Quinn's charm couldn't stand up to it. What am I gonna do?

Me and Quinn talked the whole night. We even danced a bit. He's such a great dancer
(me: give me a fluffing break =/)
(purscila: Oh Hush! [ehehehehe] yhew is just jealous cause i are with some one else)
(me: pssh w/e)
"It was really nice of you to walk me home Quinn, thanks." I told him.
"It was my pleasure." he said with a sweet smile.
As we walked for a few minutes I felt something brush against my hand then I felt Quinn hold my hand. He is so sweet. I felt my face grow red
(me: your a tomato!)
(Priscila: shuz up!)
"So umm tell me more about yourself." he asked
"Oh umm I, um-"
"What? come on I don't bite."he said with a little laugh.
"I um...I have a daughter.."
"Really?" he asked.
I couldn't look at him. It's not that I was ashamed of Angel, its just I know what everyone thinks when they find out I  hve a kid and I'm 20 'oh YOU have a KID  ew  you must be a slut'. So I just kept my focus to the floor until I heard him say"I love kids!."
"Errm, you do?"
"Yhea! How old is she?"
I was surprised he took this news so well. "Shes almost two." I said relived with a smile.
We arrived at the house and he walked me to the door. It felt like a stupid teen date, but I loved it.
"So, um, it was so nice meeting you." he said with a smile.
"It was really nice meeting you, be sure to call me when you get to your hotel." I told him"You know just to make sure you got there safe." I said feeling stupid because I sounded desperate.
"Yhea, I'll definitely call you."he said smiling. "So um I was thinking we could hang out sometime, again?" he more asked then said.
"That would be Gr-"I didn't get to finish my sentence because a light turns on inside the house indicating that someone woke up. Then poked his head outside Brendon with a yelling Angel.
"I love this kid but can you please make her shut up." Brendon said sleepily
I just laughed and took Angel in my arms and Brendon went back in the house not even noticing Quinn. I just laughed at this. I saw Quinn looking at me questioningly.
"Oh that was my sisters boyfriend, Brendon" I explained to him.
"Oh." he said relieved"And this little cuttie must be Angle." he said nicely.
Angle stopped her whining and tilted her head, looked towards Quinn and had the cutest look on her face, she made her mouth look like Elvis Presley's. It was so adorable. Quinn laughed at this.
"Whew yhew?" she asked
"Oh why, hey there little lady."he said imitating Elvis, shaking her hand "My name is Quinn."
"hoi Qwain" she managed to say
Quinn and I just laughedat this.
-LATER THAT NIGHT-
Quinn and I spent a while talking on the porch about any and everything. I've haven't felt this way about someone in a long time. I headed inside when Angle fell asleep in my arms, it was such a beautiful night I didn't want to go in.
I tucked Angel in and headed into my room. I got dressed (me: oohh yhew nakid tart? -shifty eyes-) and got ready for bed. When I got into bed I checked my phone and I got a text message from Quinn it said:

He's so sweet. I thought to myself. I decided to text him back

I'd love to, I'd also like for you to meet my sister and her boyfriend---


Quinn and I texted each other until 8am!
I really like this guy.
"GET UPP GET UP GET UPAWAYOWAYOWAYO" I said screaming in Priscila's ear.
"No, come on. I'm so tired. Let me sleep in, please" she begged
"okieee, but umm me and Brendon are going out tonight-"
"Have fun."She said sleepily.
"No you silly sleepy head, we want you to come with us."
"Huh?"I said a little more awake.
"Yhea, so what do ya say?"
"Umm yheas sureee um ccan I bring a friendd??"I asked slurring
"Umm sure a friend? yhea yhea she can come." i told her
"GET UPP GET UP GET UPAWAYOWAYOWAYO" Melissa said screaming in my ear.
"No, come on. I'm so tired. Let me sleep in, please" I begged
"okieee, but umm me and Brendon are going out tonight-"
"Have fun."I said sleepily.
"No you silly sleepy head, we want you to come with us."
"Huh?"I said a little more awake.
"Yhea, so what do ya say?"
"Umm yheas sureee um ccan I bring a friendd??"She asked kinda slurring
"Umm sure a friend? yhea y-
And thats all I heard before I passed out


(me: =/ b|t<H)

-PURSCILA'S POV-

"aye yo" I heard Melissa say from the side of my bed "Wake up you silly sleepy head, wake up!" she continued in the purple unicorn's voice from 'charlie the unicorn.'
"Whyyy?" I replied tiredly.
"Because I said so."
"Oh is that why? Well then I'll just go back to sleep."
"Oh so your gonna make this hard huh?" she said
Whats the worst she could do? I thought
Just then Melissa climbed on the bed laid next to me and gave me a wet kiss on my mouth. I pushed her off the bed and jumped out from under my blanket in shock.
"I told you to stop doing that!" I said to her.
"Yhea but I didn't listen." she said inoocently. "Sooo whats for breakfast?" she asked.
"I don't know, what'r you gonna make?" I asked her catching her at her trick.
"Touche` Tart, touche`." she said defeated. I'm gonna go make ya something" she said being oddly nice. "how do ya want your toast crispy, or un-toasted?"
"Why? your gonna burn it anyway."
It was true she always burnt the bread and blamed it on the toaster.
"I'm telling you it's that damn toaster!" she said like she always dose.
"Okie" i said as she turned around to leave but she turned around.
"Don't I get a hug?" she asked
"No" i said starting to make my bed.
"B-Bu-But waiii!?" she asked pretending to cry.
" A-cause yhew iz gon grab mah butt" I said matter-of-faclty.
"So." she said. I threw my pillow at her head but she moved out of the way running down stairs to make some breakfast. I just laughed at her.

-THAT NIGHT-

(At work)
"Hi" a very calm voice said to me.
I looked up to see a very cute blonde guy looking at me.
"I'd like 4-" He stopped mid-sentence and smiled sweetly at me.
I couldn't help but to smile back. "Beers?" i asked
"Huh?" he said
"You'd like 4 beers?" you asked again
"Uh, yhea. ummm" he blushed a little. "Hi umm my names Quinn." He said setting his hand forward for a hand shake.
I shook his hand happily."I'm Priscila, it's nice to meet you." I smiled nicely.
It had been about 10 mins and me and this Quinn guy were really getting to know each other when Joey my manager came from behind me asking
"Ayo you clocking out? Your shifts over."
"Uh yhea, I was just getting Quinn here some drinks but I-I guess we got caught up in conversation." you said blushing
"Well Quinn, if I may call you Quinn, Priscila here is Single and free. So if you want her to grace you with her presence some more you may do so."Joey said
I elbowed in the stomach.
"Umm Joey -"
"Well I would love to have you come over to my table with me. I'd would really get to know you some more." he said with the most adorable smile.
"Umm okay."I said blushing" I'll just grab a FREE beer and my stuff and i'll be right back." I said towards Joey and he gave a me a look that said 'fineee im sorry'
I got my messenger bag and left to a table with Quinn. When we got there the table was filled with 3 guys and it looked like they had some company.
"Sup guys he said as he passed each of them a beer"
Yo! we thought you got lost!" one of them said
"Nah I was just making a new friend is all." he said with a smile looking over to me as we took a seat. "Guys, his is Priscila. Priscila these are my friends Dan, Bert, and Jeph" he said
They all waved and smiled. "Hi" i said
"We made friends to!" Bert said referring to the girls around the table."This is Becca(the girl next to him) he pointed to the other two as he said their names and thats Rose (next to jeph) and thats Ashley (next to Dan)
Dan didn't really seem to happy with Ashley all over him.
"Priscila's no that kind of friend." Quinn said
I smiled at him gratefully. This could be the beginning of something new. I thought to myself.



:'-( i r sad my buzznet don work -crys-

Ummm, I'm going story mad here!
Ya see my fellow ped0s, I will be making a few stories after this RyRo story so um I was thinking a
2 Quinn No-Man story
2. Bert Crackhead story
1 Bden Urine story
10 billion RyRo stories
and whom ever else yhew want


Tart better give me some major cookies for this

I couldn't sleep that night. I seriously had like the worst head ache of my life, it's like a couldn't think straight. Then there was a knock on the door.
"Hey."
It was Brendon.
"Hey." I said back.
"You okay?"He asked
Dose it look like I'm okay? " Yhea, why? whats up?"
" I unno, I just feel pretty bad about the thing with you and Ry."He said sincerely
 
(clouds are marchin along)
(me: singin a song)
(you:T_T get back to teh stowy!)
(me: =[ okiee -types away-)

He sat down on the foot of the bed and I sat up looking towards him.
" You know, hes not even that interested in her. I mean I could tell their gonna break up soon. Shes too high maintenance, and you know Ry, hes a family man, like your a family woman if. that. makes. sense." He said trying to make me feel better.
"I know what your trying to do Brendon, but Ryans happy with his new girlfriend, his new life. They're happy together and ya know what...I'm happy hes moved on, now I can move on to. I mean theres no use for dreading over him, plus Angel needs a father figure and I've turned down tons of dates with really great guys this past year." I told him seriously.
"You haven't been on tour with him, I have and I really think hes gonna break up with her, I mean their totally wrong for each other."
"How long have they been together?" i asked him
" About 8 months-"
"Yhea well if their so wrong for each other they would've broken up already. Look Brendon I'm fine, really, I've just been stressed lately." I said cutting him off.
He just looked at me" What ever you say P." Then he gave me a kiss on my forehead and left my room.
I laid back down and feel asleep instantly.
Brendon walked in and I was so anxious to hear how his conversation with Priscila went. If I couldn't get through to her then Brendon would. They were always like bestfriends. And Brendon is responsible, even though he did throw my cat out the window. Boy do miss that cat.

We were a little buzzed and I went into the kitchen, in my apartment at that time, to get us some more beer. Brendon was sitting on the couch playing with kibble (me: the cat) (you: ohhh nice name psshh)  (me: oh yhea well lets see you come up with a better name!)


"Hey babe!" He said
"Yhea"
"Do you think that kibble will land on her feet is she fell out the window?. he asked drunkly.
"I don't know but she dose land on her feet a lot." I said laughing drunkly
I came back into the living room to see Brendon with kibble in his hands walking towards the window. Me being stupid and high, just watched him drop the cat out the window. So I walked over to him and gave him a kiss on the cheek and looked at kibble dropping from 33rd floor, where we were. Then it finally hit me when kibble landed on the 22nd floor balcony.
"BRENDON! you just threw my cat out the window!"
he laughed and then stopped and said "Oh shit..."
We ran to the 22nd floor and hit on my neighbors door and got the cat back. Ever since that day Kibble glared at me and she even bit me one time, so a few days later I returned her to the pet store so she'd be adopted by a better family who would take care of her, and not throw her out of the window. I miss that cat...


"So?" I asked when he laid next to me
"Well she hasn't changed. Still as stubborn as ever."
Now I was seriously worried.
"Dose she really get asked out a lot?" he asked
"Pshhh we get asked out at least 3 times a week."
"Excuse me THREE times! a week?"
"Don't worry I haven't been on a date since our last date." I told him and kissed his cheek as we cuddled (me: -gags-)
"Yheaaa, that was a while ago." he said
I nodded into his chest   (>.<) "mmhmm"
"How bout we go out tomorrow night, huh?" he asked
Then I thought "Hey why don't we go out with Priscila and Ryan ohohoh and we could ask Spence to bring Haley and and and Jon can bring Cassie and we'll all be couples and then Priscila and Ryan will feel left out and be friends again then they'll get back together and then get married then there'll be more babies and an- om my God imagine more babies how fu-
Brendon kissed me hard to shut me up and it worked. When he broke away from the kiss, it left me in kind of a...a daze.
"But I thought that it'll just be us ya know." he told me
"Yhea but babe think about it Priscila and Ryan will finally be back together and..." he sighed"... Babe I just want my sister to be happy again. I don't wanna have to hear her cry every night.Its not easy for her trying to explain to her daughter why her daddy isn't there with them or just being a single mother period, and her job doesn't help at all AND we're going to school. She barley gets to spend anytime with her kid. It's-its just not fair."
"Your right babe, but what are we gonna do about Kattie?"





Me: See Chard I dose care for yhew, even though I did give you that scare and pushed you outta the train and stole your girlfriend (lol whut?).........
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEPPPPP!

Priscila just walked off with my- ou- our daughter. What the hell, why didn't she tell me! I seriously think I was getting red in the face.
"What was that all about?"Kattie asked
God can she be anymore stupid I thought
"Lets go."I told Kattie
"Finally!" She said relief.


I parked the car in the garage and slammed the door closed. I walked up to the door ...but then I ran back well, because I left Angel in the car (me: T_T  stuupid chard)
"Mommy is so so so sorry Angel, I'm so sorry, Mommy's just...just.." -sighs-
I crawled in the back seat unbuckled Angel from her car seat and hugged her tightly. I cried for a while and I guess when Angel realized I was crying she began to cry to. I thought it was so cute, I had to stop crying and just laugh. She stopped crying and asked "Wha happen?" with her arms out in a questioning manner. It was so cute. (me: eeeeehehehehe)
"Nothing sweetie, you make it all better." I said to her kissing her cheek.
"Alrighty ready to go beat up aunty?" I asked seriously
(me: whaaa whut happened to the family moment eeeeeep! -looks for place to hide-)
I picked Angel up and we made our (gerard)way into the house. I put my bag down and Angel ran into the living room where Melissa and Brendon were watching a movie only not really they were kissing.
Angel jumped onto the couch breaking them up and saying "Uh oh" with her hand on her face.

Melissa looked up at me and smiled innocently
"Hey umm can we talk?" She asked
I calmed down a bit and told her "Yhea, let go talk in the den." Yes where the screams can't be heard I thought to myself with a smile.
We walked into the den and...


(me: run bitch runnn...she gon kill yew!...whai whai i gotta be so dumb for?)

Fuck how am I gonna tell her about what I did. OKay maybe I should confess the small stuff first ya know. the tooth brush thing! yhea thats small. I though to myself
"You might wanna sit down." I told her.
I can't take eet! I panicked.


"Why?" I asked her dumbly
"Because...dude, I'm so sorry, I...I"
"You what?" I more told her than asked. I knew what she was going to say.
"Alright bur first of all you have to know that I didn't know that Panic was coming back a day early, okay, Brendon really did surprise me, at his mom's house, not at that place I was supposed to meet him because theres no such place I made that up to cover up that they were here already. If I would've knew that they were gonna be there I sure as hell wouldn't have brought Angel there. and, and, and.
She began to panic
"...I'm so sorry and I coudln't explain myself, I was too scared and Brendon backed me up by saying that Angel was our kid, and I was like whaaaaa and he was like go with it. ThenThenThen i don't know what else happened and I'm sorry I shouldn't have shown Angel those pictures of Ryan and stuff when she was younger because I think she remembers those and she might know that Ryan's her dad and and and I dont know what to do and I forgot to fill up the gas tank last week and i accidentally dropped your toothbrush in the toilet this morning and an-
*POW* I slapped her on her but so she'd shut up.
"Look I aprr- You droppd my what where!?"
"I washed it off" she said rubbing her rear and smiling innocently.
"Anyway...I ran into Ryan at the park." I said in a low voice and headed over to a chair and sat down with my head in my hands.  
"Wow, umm so what happened?" she asked
"I-I don't know exactly. Angel called him daddy. and he told her no that brendon was her dad and I dont know what came over me. I lost it and grabbed Angel away from him and left. I was on my way to kick your ass but then you explained soo...yhea."

"I-I don't know exactly. She called him daddy. and he told her no that brendon was her dad and I dont know what came over me. I lost it and grabbed Angel away from him and left. I was on my way to kick your ass but then you explained soo...yhea."
Oh fuck! i wuz gon geet cut? I thought.
"Yes and did i mention I was very VERY sorry. Your not gonna hurt me are you??" I asked pleading.
"No muffin...I'm not gonna hurt you." she said sadly.
Then she lifted her head out of her hands and looked up at me with tears in her eyes and she gave me the sweetest smile but it was still sad. I felt so bad almost as bad he day dad left.
She walked over to the door but before she left I asked"You still...your still in love him' aren't you?"
She didn't turn around, she just stopped at the door and said" Yhea, well even if I was I couldn't... he has someone, and maybe its time i moved on to....
It scared me little when she said that (yhew nose becos I r wif brendon, and she cunt has meh yhew know)

(me: T_T lets make this sort and sweet shall we?)
We were at the park, walking around when we saw a ball roll and Ryan walked over to it to pick it. I don't why he wanted to come to the park, we could've just stayed home or he could've taken me out some where that wasn't so...disgusting.
He bent over to get the ball when a little girl ran over to it he picked her up and I ran over. Then a woman who looked just like Brendon's girlfriend came over in a hurry
"Ang-" she said but stopped dead in her tracks looking at Ryan.
Lets see where were we....OH yes!
I stopped dead in my tracks. I didn't know what to say.
"Hey." He said with a shy smile.
"Hi" i said with a sad one.
Then his girl-friend stood next to him with her arm wrapped around his waist. It made me feel even worse but i still kept a smile on my face so he wouldn't notice anything.
"Hey Angel." he said looking at her.
She smiled and kissed him on the cheek.
"Hi, umm"she said unsure.
"Oh babe this is Melissa's sister Priscila. Priscila this is my girlfriend Kattie." He said smiling at her.
"Hi.  Hi Angel" Kattie said smiling
" Hi, wait how do you know Angel? " I asked confused.
"Huh, oh Melissa brought her by Brendon's mom's yesterday."he said smiling at her. "She's so cute." He kissed Angel's cheek & Angel smiled at him and said "Daddy."
"What?" he asked laughing a little "No honey Brendon is daddy."
When he said that I got pissed. "What did you just say?" I asked
"Dose she call everyone dad?"He said jokingly.
He really didn't know. This pissed me off even more.
"Brendon's not her father! you! ...You a-." i couldn't even say it. i was too mad.
I grabbed Angel out if His arms and left the park in anger. Angel was now crying for her dad by the time we got into the car. I set her in her car seat and then we were off home.
I was so pissed. Melissa is gonna get when we get get home. i can't believe she did this to me!

(me: EEEEEEEP! -runs away to china-)

Angel and I walked around the park. Everything seemed so peaceful. The wind blew softly. The sun was Bright the clouds looked faded. It was a wonderful afternoon. I was pushing Angel on the swing when she suddenly stomped her feet on the ground indicating she wanted to get off. She slowly ran off to get a ball she spotted then she came running back to play catch. While we were playing I guess I threw the ball a little too far because it rolled out of the way. Angel went to get it but it rolled further, so I went after her and the ball (me: AFTER EET!)
She got it as it stopped and I slowed down my pace and began to walk towards her when someone picked her up. I got scared and walked after to see that it was no stranger that picked Angel up, but it was Ryan.
"Ang-" I stopped when he turned around with our daughter in his arms.
His expression was alert and sharp when he first glanced at me, but then it softened as he looked at me p and down. Then he smiled at me. (me: damn yhew foine! -lick-)
I'd be lying if I said he didn't look good. He still had that adorable baby face that I loved. The only thing was he was with another girl...

-big announcer voice-


That and muffin ez tired, yhew see it is 4:12am and I r gon pass out so see ya's mañana -kiss-

We walked up to the front of the house with Angel sleeping in my arms.
"I'm sorry about all of this babe. I wanted your first day back to be special, instead it was dramatic. I'm so sorry, I didn't want to drag you into this, i really didnt-'
Again he shut me up my pulling me onto the porch and kissing me. He pulled away and we smiled at each other. I was still holding Angel carefully in my arms. Brendon put his arms around my shoulders and we walked into the house.
Everything was dark, so I assumed Priscila went to bed. I took Angel up to her room and tucked her in gently. I gave her a kiss on her forehead and left the room quietly.
I walked back into my room and found Brendon sitting on my bed look through the scrap book i made for him.
"Hey" I said. He seemed a little shooken up. I just smiled at him
"You made this for me?"
"Yhea I didn't get to wrap it up, sorry." I said smiling at him sweetly.
"It's okay, I love it. Oh my gosh i remember this!"he said
I sat next to him  looking at the picture of our first date. It was such a cheesy picture, it was like a myspace pose. We just laughed remembering that day.
He grabbed my hand and laid me down with him. We started making out, but then it turned into something more (me: -shifty eyes- gags-)
I woke up  at 4 am to Angel sneaking into my bed. I turned on the side lamp and looked at her. She looked so happy.
"Hey sweetie." i said hugging her
"Hi!" she said in her squeaky little voice
She crawled onto my bed and took the picture of me and Ryan out of my hand. Oh no I thought, but shes gonna have to find out sometime soon.
She looked at it and smiled and kissed the picture and said something unbelievable. She said "Daddy."
I sat there in complete shock, i felt like I couldn't move. Then she kissed the picture again.
I started to cry a little. I couldn't believe what just came out of her mouth. I-II-I was stunned like :o whaaa??
Angel crawled over to me and wiped a tear away and kissed my cheek. Aw I love this kid. I hugged her tightly and then laid her down to sleep (sounds familiar PEDDOOOo00oo)
I woke up to a sleepy Angel by my side. i got up and I didn't even stretch, I wasn't feeling to good after yesterday to be honest. I went into the kitchen to get a cup of coffee
(WATCH THIS SRSLY http://xsilentxtearsx.buzznet.com/user/video/3215391/gerard-on-coffee/?p=6     -lick-)
I sat down at the high table and and drank my coffee slowly. Then all of a sudden someone came up from behind me scaring me half to death, i turn around to Brendon hugging me.
"OH my gosh! Brendon!"I said hugging him back.
"Hey! munchkin!" He said Howve you been?
"Oh I've... I've been better to be honest, but heeyyy I bet your doing great!" I said changing the subject.
"What do you mean?" he asked with shifty eyes
"Oh you knoowww whut I mean Brenny"
He was silent "Heyy when'd you paint the walls blue" he changing the subject
"Don't try to change the subject" I told him.
He looked at me scared"How'd you know we had sex?"
"OH MY GOD!! are you serious you! you guys banged! ?eewwwww omygosh what about that whole wait for marriage crap!?"
"Wait, what you didn't know? "
"No!" I said in fake shock .
"OH shit.Wait you can't tell her I told you, oh shit shes gonna kill me" he paniced"Thats gonna be the first and last time I ever get a good fuck." He kept going.
"Ew okay Brendon, stop!Ewwww, I'm joking okay I knew you two banged."
"what! and you made me spazz like that?""Wait how'd you know?"
"Hehe, guess you weren't as quiet as you thought you were."  I said with a sly grin.
Just then Melissa walked in with a happy expression and COMPLETELY ignored me and headed straight for Brendon and gave him a kiss then walked passed me. I frowned and looked down at my coffee.
She was hiding something from me. I knew it, she usually pretends to try to kiss me in the morning.
"Good morning." I told her
She smiled and kissed me on the cheek.
I looked at her strangely and said "Damn  sex really dose change a person".
She looked at me then at a shy Brendon and asked well more like yelled "You told her!"
"No she said she heard us!" Brendon replied quickly
I just laughed at their stupidity and waked into my room to wake up Angel and help her get ready to go to the park.

    I finally got home when i decided to call Melissa's cell to tell her about the guys already being here. I dialed her number as I made my way to the couch. It rang a few times before she picked up.
"Dude?"  She whispered.
"Yhea h-...wait why are you whispering? " I asked
"Oh um Angel's sleeping so i don't wanna wake her."
"Oh, really? she never really falls asleep at this time. She must be tired."
"Yhea, she had lots-o fun today."
    I watched Angel crawl over to Ryan, and sit on his lap. She was drawn to him, it's almost like she knew he was her father. It was so adorable, Priscila would've loved to see this.
All of a sudden I heard my phone ring. I looked down at the caller ID. It was Priscila.
Crap! i thought, I got off of Brendon's lap and headed towards the kitchen.
"Dude?"  I whispered.
"Yhea h-...wait why are you whispering? " She asked
"Oh um Angel's sleeping so i don't wanna wake her." I lied
"Oh, really? she never really falls asleep at this time. She must be tired."
"Yhea, she had lots-o fun today."
"Yheaaa um, dude, Brendon told you that hes coming back tomorrow right?" she asked.
"Yhea why?"
"Well Rosa came in today spazzing  saying she just saw Panic at the Disco at the airport."
"Really?"
"Yhea, and I don't know it kinda got me scared, ya know. There here and I really don't want Angel to see Ryan."
"Well um- oh my gosh, maybe Brendon was gonna surprise me tonight."
"What?"
"Well he did ask me to pick something up for him tonight at 8 o'clock." I said with fake excitement.
"Oh oh my gosh I- I ruined that didn't I." she said laughing nervously.
"No worries."I said laughing
Just them Ryan came in the kitchen with a smile. (me: nao if i was rly in this situation, i would be spazzing rite nao tbh)
"Oh umm I have to go now okay." I said and just hung up before she said anything.

"Hey" He said
"Hey, how've you been?" I asked nicley
" Pretty good, and you?"(me: hehe more lyke Pretty. Odd)
"Oh I've been great"
"Angel's a great kid. Why didn't you guys tell us about her?" he asked.
I didn't know what to say. God I wish Brendon was here, he always came up with the best stories.
"Well um, we didn't really know how to. I thought that by the time you guys came back form touring that I'd still be pregnant, but I guess things took a turn... a two and half years turn.heh." God I'm such a bad liar I thought to myself.
"Oh but I mean, still we woudnt've bit your heads off." He said laughing a little.
I felt so bad lying to him. Before they went of touring, Ryan and I were close. He was almost like my best friend...But things were different now.
"She really likes you. She doesn't warm up to people as fast as she did to you."
"Yhea, well I guess i must be special." He said with a sweet smile looking back at her in the living room. She was playing with Brendon pinching his nose.
"Brendon must be so happy to see her." He said.
"Yhea."
"Now I know what you guys have been talking about for 6 hours every night." He said laughing.
I laughed a fake laugh, it sounded kinda nervous. i couldn't hide it. Just then Brendon came in the kitchen with angel in his arms. I couldn't be happier and relieved.
"Hey."Brendon said walking next to me, giving me a quick kiss. I forgot about all the stress and just stared at Brendon lovingly.
"You know she has your eyes like you and Priscila Mel, and she looks nothing like Brendon, what a lucky girl.' he said laughing.
"heeyyyy I resent that." Brendon said laughing.
"How is Priscila anyway?" Ryan asked.
"Oh she's doing great. Umm we should be going now. It's getting really late."
" okie doke Angel ready to go home to mo- aunty." Oh shit I thought  in my head. Brendon gave me a scared look. Ryan gave us a wired look. Thankfully Ryan's girly friend came into the kitchen.
"Hey everyone!" She said all cheery.
" Umm babe, you coming?" I asked Brendon.
"yhea." He said
"Ahh, your leaving so soon?"she asked.
"Yhea umm it's getting pretty late, it was nice meeting you." I lied
" It was nice meeting you to." She said with a smile"and it was really nice meeting you cuttie." she said taking Angel's tiny hand in hers. Angel quickly pulled her hand away from Kattie's(tis is Ryro's girlyfreind's name) hand and stretched her arms out to Ryan. Ryan smiled and took her from Brendon's arms.
He hugged her tightly and gave her a sweet little kiss on her cheek. She giggled and cupped his face with her hands and gave him a kiss on the nose. It look like she was trying to say something to him but my phone rang. I picked it up and it was Priscila again.
I was like whhaaaaa when Melissa hung up on me.(me: EEhehe whaaaa xD)
So i waited a while for her to call back, and she never did. About a half hour later i decided to call her.
*ring*ring*
"Oh hai thur" she said
"sup seexxxiiii, lol no, wheres yhew." (me: we actually talk lyke this so, don make fun of me! -runs away-)
"Yhea we're leaving now actually, so errmm I'll see you later" She said.
"Alrighty then, see ya later." I said just before i hung up.
God I really hope Ryan doesn't find out about Angel. I felt like I was about to cry. I went into my room and dug underneath my pillow where I kept a picture of me and Melissa's 2nd birthday. My mom was holding Melissa in her arms and My dad was kissing my cheek. We were behind the table where our birthday cake was. That was the last day we saw our father. By now there were tears streaming down my face. A week after that our mom picked up a serious drinking habit...it killed her when we were about 6 years old. That's when we had to move in with our grandmother. That's when it all began. That's when I met Ryan. We got along so well, he was my best friend. Then we feel in  love. I wasn't as depressed anymore. We're alike in so many ways, I didn't want to loose him, but he hurt me so much that day he told me he cheated on me with Jamie.

I woke up to a tingling feeling on the tip of my nose. I open my eyes to see two huge brown ones staring back.
"Melissa..."
"Priscila..."
I got up and began to chase her around the house. Some how we ended up in the kitchen. We walked in, in a rush. Melissa hurried over to Angel (me: thats the bby's name btw) and lifted her off her seat and placed her in front of my face as a shield for herself. I just stayed there and looked and Melissa like she was insane. Just then Angel giggled and held out her hands for a hug. I hugged her and sat her down on the counter.
"So Muffin, whatcha gon do today??" I asked her.
"yo no se` to be honest. Maybe I'll visit Brendon's mom for a bit. I've been meaning to visit her for some time now."
"you saw her the other day." I said laughing and not paying attention to Angle walking on the counter grabbing the box of cereal stuffing her little hands in it.
"Yhea I know but I actually like hanging out with Brendon's mom. She's so sweet."
I watched as Angel ate her cereal from the box. She was so adorable. She looked just like her dad. Just when I thought that, that warm sad feeling came over my whole body again.
"You sure your okay with the guys coming back home?"
"Yhea, I mean why wouldn't I be. I'll feel better knowing that you'd be happy again having Brendon back. I know how much you've been dreading about him not being here."
Melissa headed over to Angel and gave her a kiss on the forehead and taking some cheerios from her.
"Hey, do you mind taking Angel with you to see Brendon's mom. I have to work the day shift today."
"Oh yhea sure. She'd love to see her."
Angel then clapped her hands together showing she was happy to see Brendon's mom. I picked her up and helped her get ready.
I had Angel in my arms as i rung the door bell to Brendon's mom's house. The door swung open and there stood Brendon. I stood there completely in shock.
"why hello there" He said smiling widely looking from me to Angel.
I just stayed there in shock, my mouth opened."Oh my gosh! Brendon!" I said putting angel down letting her run inside the house to find Mrs. Urie and then i gave Brendon the biggest hug ever.
"heeey babe." He said laughing as i pretty much attacked him with hugs.
"Oh my gosh, I-I wasn't expecting you back until tomorrow! Why didn't you tell me you were coming back today? I-I would'e prepared stuff an-
He then shut me up by kissing my lips (me: eww soppy lovey crap FOR THE RECORD I DON RLY LYKE BRENDON LIKE THAT) I didn't object it either. We then stopped after hearing an "eeeEeeewwww"
I then looked to where it came from. I looked down at Angel scrunching her little nose in disgust.
" you shush your little big mouth you eeevil little person" She just stuck her tongue out at me.
"So is this little Angelica?" Brendon asked walking towards her.
Before I could answer Angel said "Yes" (btw Angel is almost two years old, shes very smart for her age, its all because of her smart aunt *wink*wink*)
He smiled and kneeled down to her eye level and told her "Well my name is Brendon" now holding her small hand."and I'm a very special friend of your aunty's. It's very nice to meet you, I've heard a lot about you." He looked at me saying "your right, she is adorable" He then looked at her and smiled. She blushed.
She told him "Your pretty."
He laughed then looked up at Spencer who walked in asking "Hey, whose the kid?"
Angel got behind Brendon seeming a little shy to the guys approaching us in the living room from the kitchen. I was so excited to see them. I headed over to Spencer we exchanged bear hugs.
"It's so great to see you Spence!"
"I know right, Two years is a long time." He said smiling widely.
Jon then came over to me and gave me a great hug.
"Hey JayWalk" I said laughing.
"ahh I miss that name." He said laughing.
Then I saw Ryan with a very pretty blonde girl (you: rly???omg drama   me: no i lied it was a blonde boy, jk)
He smiled at me and gave me a friendly hug. I smiled back sadly. Not knowing what to say, I just walked back to the couch sitting on Brendon's lap hugging him and giving him a kiss on his forehead.
I whispered in his ear asking him "How are we going to explain Angel to everyone?" As if on cue Angel came and sat next to me looking up at everyone smiling sweetly.
"and i say again, who is this little cutie?" Spencer asked once again.
I had a little panicked  look on my face.
"She's ours" Brendon said.
I looked at him stunned. "What?" I asked.
"WHAT?!?" The guys all said together.
"Melissa?" Jon asked.
"Yhea?"
"Is there something you wanna tell us that you never have over a two years ago?"
"Ummm...Surprise?" I said unsure looking at Brendon.

I was wiping the mugs at the bar dry when Rosa, my music obsessed co-worker, came in spazzing.
"Oh my fucking gosh, dude! dude dude DUDE" she said all hyped up jumping over the counter running in front of me.
"What what what what?" i said laughing. Rosa was so hilarious, she always knew how to cheer me up-
"DUDE! I just saw Panic At The fucking Disco!"
- I guess today wasn't one of those days.
"What? how?"
"Oh my gosh! I went to drop my moms off at the airport this morning and there they were getting their luggage."
I looked at her plainly trying to hide my disappointment.
"Oh my gosh, I can't believe I met Brendon urie! eeeeepp!"
"Uhhh I have to go now, I'll see you later, kay."
"Alrighty. bye! See you tomorrow night." She said just before i exited the building.